@2 years ago with 4 notes
#lgbt #love 

"We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl up against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened."

John C. Moffi (via implicities)

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@2 years ago with 3192 notes
#quote #romance #love #sex #relationships 

I wish it were just as possible in reality as it is in my stories for sexual people to love asexual people without even sexually desiring them and still want to be with them forever. Also, I wish committed, primary platonic partnerships happened in real life. (For all kinds of people, not just asexuals.)

I love the idea of having a committed primary platonic partnership in the future. Chances are slim though :(

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@2 years ago with 21 notes
#relationships #asexual #asexuality #love #platonic partnerships #things that make me sad 

aforaffort:

[image description: Anonymous question: So, I just read your post about asexual vs aromantic, and I’m just very confused about the whole concept. I know you think people are hot (hello, Loki, duh), and I just don’t want to be ignorant anymore! Sorry, I guess I just don’t know how to word this question exactly. I want to knoooow thingsssssss?  end description]

EDIT: This is now a rebloggable post

Oh my god Anon I love you

I understand perfectly that this is confusing, and thanks for taking the time and interest to learn more about it. Forgive me if I go over anything that seems like “duh, common sense,” but I try to cover all my bases when going into something like this.

ALSO please forgive me if you are non-binary and you feel like my explanation is erasing your identity. I DON’T MEAN TO DO THIS AT ALL but at the moment I’m not fully equipped with the correct words to explain sexual/romantic orientations and be certain I am fully inclusive of you. PLEASE MESSAGE ME with suggestions for more inclusive language. Thanks!

Now first off, there’s a difference between sexual orientation and romantic orientation. For many people, these align: Someone is sexually attracted to males and also has romantic feelings towards males. Or only to females. Or to both. Or to non-binary people. Etc.

But for many others, these do not align, or they do not align perfectly. Some people are sexually attracted to more than one sex, but they find they only tend to fall “in love” with members of a specific sex. Someone might be bisexual but finds that they only ever have a romantic connection with women. Or someone might be panromantic and fall in love with all sorts of people, but they only find men to be sexually attractive.

So let’s toss into the mix asexuality and aromanticism (is… that the right word? god, I’m so fucking tired, I have no clue). Asexuality is quite simply the lack of sexual attraction.

Asexuality is NOT:

  • an indication of romantic orientation
  • an indication of sex drive
  • an indication of sexual activity
  • celibacy
  • a choice

Just like straight, hetero-normative people have different levels of sex drives, some choose to have sex, some choose not to have sex, some enjoy sex, and some do not enjoy sex, the same goes for asexuals. A straight person CAN have sex with a person of the same gender and still be straight (how many times to people have to tell me about their past “experiments” for me to know that’s true?).

So people who are asexual can also:

  • have sex
  • not have sex
  • have a sex drive
  • not have a sex drive
  • like sex
  • not like sex
  • be romantically attracted to people
  • not be romantically attracted to people

Okay, next up is aromanticism. Being aromantic is—you guessed it! Not feeling a romantic attraction to others.

Aromanticism is NOT:

  • an indication of sexuality or sexual preference
  • an indication of sex drive
  • an indication of sexual activity
  • celibacy
  • a choice

People who are aromantic just don’t get those romantic relationship, lovey-dovey feelings. That isn’t to say they don’t have extremely deep and loving relationships! But for them, romantic attraction isn’t there.

Aromantic people can also:

  • have sex
  • not have sex
  • have a sex drive
  • not have a sex drive
  • enjoy sex
  • not enjoy sex
  • be sexually attracted to people
  • not be sexually attracted to people

There ARE some people out there who are both asexual and aromantic. I am not one of those people, but I am good friends with several aromantic asexuals. They have deep, long-lasting friendships that for them are as fulfilling as a romantic relationship is for those who seek one.

As for me finding things/people “hot:” I don’t. Well, not in a sexual way. I jokingly refer to these attractions as “asexual frustration” because I find certain people EXTREMELY aesthetically attractive, and intellectually attractive, and emotionally attractive (and occasionally romantically attractive but I try to steer clear of that as often as possible), but sexually attractive? Nope.

But if I am to say, “GOD DAMN, LOKI IS SUCH A FUCKING AESTHETICALLY PLEASING, INTELLECTUALLY STIMULATING AND COMPLEX CHARACTER AND IS ONLY COMPLEMENTED BY TOM HIDDLESTON’S GORGEOUS SELF AND GLORIOUSLY INTUITIVE ACTING STYLE TO SUCH A DEGREE THAT I WANT TO CRY AND BECOME BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM AND MY LIFE IS WORTHLESS”

well…

that doesn’t get the point across quite as efficiently as “holy fuck how does he be so fucking hot I can’t”

The thing about asexuals is that we are forced to learn the “sexual language” because it is omnipresent in everything. Go back and watch cartoons you enjoyed as a child; as an adult, you will be laughing at sexual things you didn’t notice before. We need to be able to know why it’s funny and identify it when it happens and also share it with others: because talking about the reality of sexuality is a sort of bonding experience between humans.

There are tonnes of stories (my own included) of asexual people pretending to be sexual to fit in. As a teenager, I pretend to have a crush on Orlando Bloom (shush) because ALL my friends talked about “hot” celebrities and .. and .. I needed to be able to add something to the conversation to be able to relate to them.

But yes, as for me, I am a something-romantic asexual with no sex drive. Whenever I use the sexual language, I don’t use it literally. Am I turned on by Loki? Notttt sexually. Ever. Would I want to have sex with someone who looked like Tom Hiddleston’s Loki? No. Well, I mean… maybe if we’d been dating for a year and were engaged and he were sexual and it were important to him we would work out a compromise. But would I ever be the person to choose to pursue sex? Nooooooooo.

For more information, feel free to visit my asexuality tag here or by clicking on the image of the anonymous question.

Anyway

Uh

Yep

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SORRY I’M BAD AT ENDING POSTS

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@2 years ago with 47 notes
#asexual #asexuality #sexuality #romantic #romantic orientation #sexual orientation #LGBT #LGBTQA #GLBT #queer #aromantic #aromanticism #sex #sex drive #love #sexual 

A PSA About Asexuality and Aromanticism

outlawroad:

Dear World,

Please take note of the following facts about asexual and aromantic people.

——

Asexuality is an orientation based on the lack of sexual attraction to other humans beings.

This means asexual people never look at other human beings and experience an arousal response or a desire to have sex with them.

That is all it means.

Some asexual people still have a sex drive and some don’t.

Some asexual people masturbate and some don’t.

What do we think of when we masturbate? Usually nothing. A lot of us use pornographic material to become physically aroused when we feel the urge to masturbate.

Why would we masturbate when we’re asexual? Because being asexual means we don’t experience sexual attraction, not that we have no sex drive. Those of us who have a sex drive lack any connection of that drive to attraction. But we still gotta take care of our physical need for sexual release.

Asexual men exist.

Asexual people have romantic orientations. We can be hetero-, homo-, bi-, pan-, or aromantic. This means some of us can feel romantic feelings, just like sexual people, but some of us are aromantic and don’t feel romantic feelings for anyone.

Romantic asexuals want romantic relationships. They feel romantic love. They want companionship. They just don’t want the sex.

Aromantic people—whether sexual or asexual—still have emotions and a desire to connect to others. They value relationships. They want and need and enjoy friendship and family. Many of them want to have a life partner or partners. They just don’t feel romantic love or attraction. Romantic love is not the only form of love that exists. Therefore, aromantic people still love. 

Some sexual people are aromantic too.

Being aromantic doesn’t make you a sociopath, anti-social, heartless, misanthropic, or cool with being forever alone.

Being aromantic does not solve all your problems.

Being asexual does not solve all your problems.

Some asexual people have sex. Some don’t.

Some asexual people feel neutral about participating in sex. Some feel repulsed by the idea.

Asexual people who have sex make that choice for any number of reasons: they’re curious, they’re romantically involved with someone sexual, or maybe they like it.

Asexual people can like sex for what it is: a physically pleasurable activity. Our bodies are usually fully functional. We can get aroused in the right circumstances. We can orgasm. What we lack is the attraction to people, which motivates you to actively seek out sexual partners.

Asexuality is not celibacy or abstinence. If you choose not to have sex because of religious reasons, personal reasons, health reasons, or whatever, but you still experience sexual attraction to others, you are celibate. You cannot choose to be asexual. Asexuality is an orientation. You are or you aren’t.

Being asexual is not the equivalent of never dating anyone.

Many asexuals and aromantics like nongenital physical affection. We like hugs, we like cuddles, we like holding hands, we like back rubs, we like kisses to varying degrees, etc.

Some don’t.

Just in case you’ve already forgotten: asexual men exist.

Some asexuals are polyamorous. Some are monogamous. Some don’t give a shit and just do their relationships however the hell they want.

Some asexuals are willing to date sexual people and let their sexual partners have sex outside the relationship. Some asexuals are not okay with this. If you want to know about a particular asexual’s feelings on the matter, ask.

Some asexuals like snogging. Some really, really don’t. Yes, there are romantic asexuals who don’t like kissing with tongue; they’re still romantic. If you want to know about a particular asexual’s feelings on this matter, ask.

Some asexuals have a history of sexual abuse. They can still be legitimately asexual.

Some asexuals struggle with mental illness, physical disability, mental disability, or disease. They can still be legitimately asexual.

And even if someone identifying as asexual is only circumstantially asexual based on one of the aforementioned conditions, they still have the right to use the identity if it suits them, as long as it suits them. It is not your business WHY they are what they are or why they’re using this particular identity.

Some people in the asexual community are demisexual. This means they experience only secondary sexual attraction, as a result of romantic or emotional connection with a particular individual or individuals. They never feel sexual desire for strangers, celebrities, or people they don’t know well/aren’t comfortable around/etc. This is the way they are and have always been and always will be.

Some people in the asexual community are grey-asexuals. They’re somewhere in between totally asexual and totally sexual.

For the most part, the asexual community does not care about other people’s sex lives. As long as we aren’t involved, your sex life doesn’t matter to us.

Asexuals can still find people aesthetically attractive. Just because we find someone pleasing to our eye does not mean we want that person touching our genitals. Just because we don’t want anyone touching our gentitals does not mean we’re blind.

You cannot cure us with sex. It doesn’t matter how good you are at sex. It doesn’t matter how good you are as a person. It doesn’t matter how much you love us. It doesn’t matter how much we love you. It doesn’t matter if we enjoy sex. It doesn’t matter if we orgasm when we have sex. It doesn’t matter if we consent to it. We are asexual. We do not experience sexual attraction to anybody, and there is nothing you can do about it. Period.

Asexuality is not about the sexual act. It is about sexual attraction.

You cannot cure aromantic people by attempting to romance them or trying to  persuade them that romance is the pinnacle of human experience. First of all, it’s not. Second of all, aromantic people were born the way they are. You can’t choose to be aromantic. Aromantic people can’t choose to feel romantic attraction. It is what it is.

Mixed orientation sexuals exist. These are people whose romantic and sexual orientations differ from each other. There is nothing wrong or weird about this. All it means is you have an extra complexity in your romantic/sexual/emotional life.

Those of us who are asexual or aromantic are not looking to be fixed. We aren’t broken. We’re different. We don’t need your pity. We don’t need you to show us the light. We need you to respect us or get the fuck out.

And one more time: asexual men exist.

———

Thanks for your attention.

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@2 years ago with 5276 notes
#asexuality #sexuality #sex #love #romance #aromantic #asexual #visibility #education #relationships #demisexuality #gray-a #mixed orientation sexuals #lgbtq 

Dear Asexual Partners,

outlawroad:

I want you here with me now. I think of you every day. I write about you often. I imagine you with me and try to feel what I would feel if you were. I know how young I am but I feel ready. I’m ready for you—and more so with each passing day. I don’t need you, but I want you. I want to feel love again, visceral and passionate and glowing.

I want to know your names, the sound of your voices, the color of your eyes. I want to touch you—and feel you touch me. I want to breathe in your smell. I want to feel you solid and alive and real against my hands.

I want to tell you I love, face to face. I want to whisper it in you ears and hear you whisper it back. I want to smile at you and see you smiling at me. I want to drink tea with you. I want to hold your hands. I want to talk to you about everything, tell you everything I feel and think and listen to you as you tell me. I want to laugh with you. I want to make plans together, for our future. I want to write you love notes. I want to slow dance with you for no reason. I want to spend my weekends with you. I want to watch you sleeping. I want to lie in bed with you at all hours, asleep or awake, and cuddle you and feel you cuddle me and touch you all over and feel you touch me all over, all of our touching full of love and tenderness. I want to listen to your heartbeats and I want you to listen to mine. I want to hug you for such a long time. I want to age with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to live with you until I die. I want to take care of you when you’re sick. I want you to take care of me. I want nights where we stay home and eat take-out and watch TV and cuddle on the sofa and read. I want nights where we go out for drinks or dinner. I want road trips with you. I want to sing along to rock songs in the car with you. I want to go grocery shopping with you and for you. I want to cook together. I want us to have our own Christmas and Thanksgiving. I want us to tell the world what we are to each other. I want all of clothes in the laundry. I want to see your things all over the house. I want to comfort you when you’re sad and I want to know I can always go to you when I need support or company or comfort.

I want to feel loved and accepted and understood exactly as I am, I want to feel bonded to you because of our asexuality, I want to know I can trust you with my heart completely. I want to give you the love and acceptance and understanding you want just as much as I do. I want to be proud of us, proud of being an asexual in loving relationships with other asexuals. I want people to see us and know what we are and what we have.

I just want you. I want you, I want you, I want you.

I want to see you. I want to know you. I want to touch you. I don’t need you every second of every day. I don’t even need you every day. I just want to know you’re here—that you’ll always be here because you love me. I want you to be a phone call, a text away.

I want to know your faces. I want you. I want you forever.

I love you. I love you with everything in me, as I can only love you. I love you with all the love I’ve ever had that was always meant for you. I love you with my heart, my brain, my hands, my arms, my breath, my lips, my eyes, my words, my whole body, my life itself.

You’re the only ones I can trust, the only ones I can rely on. You’re the only ones who can love me completely, who can love me the way I’ve always wanted to be loved. You’re the only ones I can love with utter freedom and joy. You’re the only ones who make the world look better.

I want you so much.

How do I find you?

Will you find me?

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@2 years ago with 32 notes
#asexuality #asexual #love 
@2 years ago with 74 notes
#Asexual #Bisexual #FTM #GLBT #Gay Pride #Harvey Milk #LGBTQ #Lesbian #MTF #Pansexual #Pride #Rainbow #Transgender #acceptace #day of silence #gay #gay marriage #gay rights #love #marriage equality #tolerance #quote #the closet #coming out 
nleseul:

I am all about toranseisstrong’s plan for “Fill the asexual tag with love day.”

nleseul:

I am all about toranseisstrong’s plan for “Fill the asexual tag with love day.”

@2 years ago with 26 notes
#asexuality #asexual #ace #love 

Dear World and Fandom: Not all love is sexual. Not all love is romantic. Not all life partnerships are romantic. You can be someone’s committed life partner even if neither one of you wants to fuck the other. You can be in love without sex. You can want to spend your life with someone you have no romantic or sexual attraction toward. You can want physical affection with someone for nonsexual or nonromantic reasons.

outlawroad:

That is all.

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@2 years ago with 231 notes
#fandom #love #relationships #romance #sexuality #asexuality #aromantic 

To Sexual People who Think Being Asexual is the Solution to Relationship Angst:

outlawroad:

(I’m posting this separately; it’s from a reblog I commented on.)

Being asexual isn’t the equivalent of being aromantic or celibate. Sure, some asexuals are also aromantic and some asexuals are celibate. But not all of us. I, for one, am romantic and celibate. Which means that if I were willing to put myself out there to form romantic relationships with sexual people (which I’m not), I’d have to constantly put up with The Sex Issue. Because I will never agree to do anything sexual of any kind. And let’s face it, most sexual people in the world expect sex in a monogamous romantic relationship. I don’t fault them for it, but obviously, I’m not compatible with any of those people, enough to warrant becoming emotionally/romantically entangled.

I want an asexual man for a romantic life partner. Which narrows my choices down to the 1 percent of humanity that’s asexual, then further narrows it to the percentage of asexuals who are male, then further narrows it to the percentage of asexuals males who are heteromantic, and of that pool—which is scattered all over the place—one of them’s gotta be a match to ME, the person, not just me the asexual.

Oh, yeah, and asexuals don’t exactly go around wearing t-shirts every day identifying themselves as asexual. So I have no way of knowing who is and who isn’t, in real life, unless I meet somebody formally and end up having a conversation about sexual orientation. I live my life assuming everybody around me is sexual until proven otherwise, so as far as finding a romantic match, it’s not like I look at all males as possibilities from which to make a selection. Because most of them are automatically disqualified for being sexual. And without resorting to the internet, I’m left to meet asexual men by chance—and not just meet them but actually discover they’re asexual. Some of them may not know they are, some of them may want to keep it a secret, and like I said before, not all asexual males are looking to be romantically involved with a female-bodied person or at all.

Fortunately, I’ve reached a place in my life where I’ve stopped caring if I’m romantically unattached for the rest of my life, but there was a time where I was making myself sick with depression. Despair I can’t describe to you. Totally suicidal. Mostly because I realized that being asexual in this sex-obsessed culture means, among other shit, getting left in the dust of your sexual friends’ wedding parades, in addition to the whole Romantic Relationship situation I’ve just described, and at 18 years old (I’m 21 now), the thought of spending the rest of my life alone, unloved, without physical affection, and without anyone who understands me, chooses to stay with me, etc…. Well, it didn’t look really fuckin appealing, frankly.

During those misery times, I often thought: “You know, if only I were sexual just like everybody else, I wouldn’t have anything to worry about. I’d at least have a pretty good shot. I could date like everybody else and probably get married and blah blah blah.”

Granted, now, as a self-loving and self-confident person in touch with who I really am, I would never in a million fuckin years want to be like everybody else, am anti-marriage, think conventional dating’s stupid, etc.

But my point is, being asexual is not some magical antidote to relationship angst. In fact, it’s a pretty valid reason FOR relationship angst. (Not that I’m recommending it to my fellow aces, by the way.)

Even aromantic people often want some kind of life partner, though not romantic. Imagine what it must feel like to be in THAT position, in this society.

Pretty much, the only way to be forever free of relationship-related angst is to be something akin to a sociopath. Which might be fun, but it’s not something any of us can choose.

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@2 years ago with 42 notes
#asexuality #asexuals #love #relationships #romance #aromantic 
2 years ago
#lgbt #love 
Dear Asexual Partners,

outlawroad:

I want you here with me now. I think of you every day. I write about you often. I imagine you with me and try to feel what I would feel if you were. I know how young I am but I feel ready. I’m ready for you—and more so with each passing day. I don’t need you, but I want you. I want to feel love again, visceral and passionate and glowing.

I want to know your names, the sound of your voices, the color of your eyes. I want to touch you—and feel you touch me. I want to breathe in your smell. I want to feel you solid and alive and real against my hands.

I want to tell you I love, face to face. I want to whisper it in you ears and hear you whisper it back. I want to smile at you and see you smiling at me. I want to drink tea with you. I want to hold your hands. I want to talk to you about everything, tell you everything I feel and think and listen to you as you tell me. I want to laugh with you. I want to make plans together, for our future. I want to write you love notes. I want to slow dance with you for no reason. I want to spend my weekends with you. I want to watch you sleeping. I want to lie in bed with you at all hours, asleep or awake, and cuddle you and feel you cuddle me and touch you all over and feel you touch me all over, all of our touching full of love and tenderness. I want to listen to your heartbeats and I want you to listen to mine. I want to hug you for such a long time. I want to age with you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to live with you until I die. I want to take care of you when you’re sick. I want you to take care of me. I want nights where we stay home and eat take-out and watch TV and cuddle on the sofa and read. I want nights where we go out for drinks or dinner. I want road trips with you. I want to sing along to rock songs in the car with you. I want to go grocery shopping with you and for you. I want to cook together. I want us to have our own Christmas and Thanksgiving. I want us to tell the world what we are to each other. I want all of clothes in the laundry. I want to see your things all over the house. I want to comfort you when you’re sad and I want to know I can always go to you when I need support or company or comfort.

I want to feel loved and accepted and understood exactly as I am, I want to feel bonded to you because of our asexuality, I want to know I can trust you with my heart completely. I want to give you the love and acceptance and understanding you want just as much as I do. I want to be proud of us, proud of being an asexual in loving relationships with other asexuals. I want people to see us and know what we are and what we have.

I just want you. I want you, I want you, I want you.

I want to see you. I want to know you. I want to touch you. I don’t need you every second of every day. I don’t even need you every day. I just want to know you’re here—that you’ll always be here because you love me. I want you to be a phone call, a text away.

I want to know your faces. I want you. I want you forever.

I love you. I love you with everything in me, as I can only love you. I love you with all the love I’ve ever had that was always meant for you. I love you with my heart, my brain, my hands, my arms, my breath, my lips, my eyes, my words, my whole body, my life itself.

You’re the only ones I can trust, the only ones I can rely on. You’re the only ones who can love me completely, who can love me the way I’ve always wanted to be loved. You’re the only ones I can love with utter freedom and joy. You’re the only ones who make the world look better.

I want you so much.

How do I find you?

Will you find me?

(via outlawroad-deactivated20130412)

2 years ago
#asexuality #asexual #love 
"We mistake sex for romance. Guys are taught that pushing a girl up against a wall is romance. Sex is easy; you can do it with anyone, yourself, with batteries. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened."
John C. Moffi (via implicities)

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2 years ago
#quote #romance #love #sex #relationships 
2 years ago
#Asexual #Bisexual #FTM #GLBT #Gay Pride #Harvey Milk #LGBTQ #Lesbian #MTF #Pansexual #Pride #Rainbow #Transgender #acceptace #day of silence #gay #gay marriage #gay rights #love #marriage equality #tolerance #quote #the closet #coming out 
I wish it were just as possible in reality as it is in my stories for sexual people to love asexual people without even sexually desiring them and still want to be with them forever. Also, I wish committed, primary platonic partnerships happened in real life. (For all kinds of people, not just asexuals.)

I love the idea of having a committed primary platonic partnership in the future. Chances are slim though :(

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2 years ago
#relationships #asexual #asexuality #love #platonic partnerships #things that make me sad 
nleseul:

I am all about toranseisstrong’s plan for “Fill the asexual tag with love day.”
2 years ago
#asexuality #asexual #ace #love 

aforaffort:

[image description: Anonymous question: So, I just read your post about asexual vs aromantic, and I’m just very confused about the whole concept. I know you think people are hot (hello, Loki, duh), and I just don’t want to be ignorant anymore! Sorry, I guess I just don’t know how to word this question exactly. I want to knoooow thingsssssss?  end description]

EDIT: This is now a rebloggable post

Oh my god Anon I love you

I understand perfectly that this is confusing, and thanks for taking the time and interest to learn more about it. Forgive me if I go over anything that seems like “duh, common sense,” but I try to cover all my bases when going into something like this.

ALSO please forgive me if you are non-binary and you feel like my explanation is erasing your identity. I DON’T MEAN TO DO THIS AT ALL but at the moment I’m not fully equipped with the correct words to explain sexual/romantic orientations and be certain I am fully inclusive of you. PLEASE MESSAGE ME with suggestions for more inclusive language. Thanks!

Now first off, there’s a difference between sexual orientation and romantic orientation. For many people, these align: Someone is sexually attracted to males and also has romantic feelings towards males. Or only to females. Or to both. Or to non-binary people. Etc.

But for many others, these do not align, or they do not align perfectly. Some people are sexually attracted to more than one sex, but they find they only tend to fall “in love” with members of a specific sex. Someone might be bisexual but finds that they only ever have a romantic connection with women. Or someone might be panromantic and fall in love with all sorts of people, but they only find men to be sexually attractive.

So let’s toss into the mix asexuality and aromanticism (is… that the right word? god, I’m so fucking tired, I have no clue). Asexuality is quite simply the lack of sexual attraction.

Asexuality is NOT:

  • an indication of romantic orientation
  • an indication of sex drive
  • an indication of sexual activity
  • celibacy
  • a choice

Just like straight, hetero-normative people have different levels of sex drives, some choose to have sex, some choose not to have sex, some enjoy sex, and some do not enjoy sex, the same goes for asexuals. A straight person CAN have sex with a person of the same gender and still be straight (how many times to people have to tell me about their past “experiments” for me to know that’s true?).

So people who are asexual can also:

  • have sex
  • not have sex
  • have a sex drive
  • not have a sex drive
  • like sex
  • not like sex
  • be romantically attracted to people
  • not be romantically attracted to people

Okay, next up is aromanticism. Being aromantic is—you guessed it! Not feeling a romantic attraction to others.

Aromanticism is NOT:

  • an indication of sexuality or sexual preference
  • an indication of sex drive
  • an indication of sexual activity
  • celibacy
  • a choice

People who are aromantic just don’t get those romantic relationship, lovey-dovey feelings. That isn’t to say they don’t have extremely deep and loving relationships! But for them, romantic attraction isn’t there.

Aromantic people can also:

  • have sex
  • not have sex
  • have a sex drive
  • not have a sex drive
  • enjoy sex
  • not enjoy sex
  • be sexually attracted to people
  • not be sexually attracted to people

There ARE some people out there who are both asexual and aromantic. I am not one of those people, but I am good friends with several aromantic asexuals. They have deep, long-lasting friendships that for them are as fulfilling as a romantic relationship is for those who seek one.

As for me finding things/people “hot:” I don’t. Well, not in a sexual way. I jokingly refer to these attractions as “asexual frustration” because I find certain people EXTREMELY aesthetically attractive, and intellectually attractive, and emotionally attractive (and occasionally romantically attractive but I try to steer clear of that as often as possible), but sexually attractive? Nope.

But if I am to say, “GOD DAMN, LOKI IS SUCH A FUCKING AESTHETICALLY PLEASING, INTELLECTUALLY STIMULATING AND COMPLEX CHARACTER AND IS ONLY COMPLEMENTED BY TOM HIDDLESTON’S GORGEOUS SELF AND GLORIOUSLY INTUITIVE ACTING STYLE TO SUCH A DEGREE THAT I WANT TO CRY AND BECOME BEST FRIENDS WITH HIM AND MY LIFE IS WORTHLESS”

well…

that doesn’t get the point across quite as efficiently as “holy fuck how does he be so fucking hot I can’t”

The thing about asexuals is that we are forced to learn the “sexual language” because it is omnipresent in everything. Go back and watch cartoons you enjoyed as a child; as an adult, you will be laughing at sexual things you didn’t notice before. We need to be able to know why it’s funny and identify it when it happens and also share it with others: because talking about the reality of sexuality is a sort of bonding experience between humans.

There are tonnes of stories (my own included) of asexual people pretending to be sexual to fit in. As a teenager, I pretend to have a crush on Orlando Bloom (shush) because ALL my friends talked about “hot” celebrities and .. and .. I needed to be able to add something to the conversation to be able to relate to them.

But yes, as for me, I am a something-romantic asexual with no sex drive. Whenever I use the sexual language, I don’t use it literally. Am I turned on by Loki? Notttt sexually. Ever. Would I want to have sex with someone who looked like Tom Hiddleston’s Loki? No. Well, I mean… maybe if we’d been dating for a year and were engaged and he were sexual and it were important to him we would work out a compromise. But would I ever be the person to choose to pursue sex? Nooooooooo.

For more information, feel free to visit my asexuality tag here or by clicking on the image of the anonymous question.

Anyway

Uh

Yep

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SORRY I’M BAD AT ENDING POSTS

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2 years ago
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Dear World and Fandom: Not all love is sexual. Not all love is romantic. Not all life partnerships are romantic. You can be someone’s committed life partner even if neither one of you wants to fuck the other. You can be in love without sex. You can want to spend your life with someone you have no romantic or sexual attraction toward. You can want physical affection with someone for nonsexual or nonromantic reasons.

outlawroad:

That is all.

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2 years ago
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A PSA About Asexuality and Aromanticism

outlawroad:

Dear World,

Please take note of the following facts about asexual and aromantic people.

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Asexuality is an orientation based on the lack of sexual attraction to other humans beings.

This means asexual people never look at other human beings and experience an arousal response or a desire to have sex with them.

That is all it means.

Some asexual people still have a sex drive and some don’t.

Some asexual people masturbate and some don’t.

What do we think of when we masturbate? Usually nothing. A lot of us use pornographic material to become physically aroused when we feel the urge to masturbate.

Why would we masturbate when we’re asexual? Because being asexual means we don’t experience sexual attraction, not that we have no sex drive. Those of us who have a sex drive lack any connection of that drive to attraction. But we still gotta take care of our physical need for sexual release.

Asexual men exist.

Asexual people have romantic orientations. We can be hetero-, homo-, bi-, pan-, or aromantic. This means some of us can feel romantic feelings, just like sexual people, but some of us are aromantic and don’t feel romantic feelings for anyone.

Romantic asexuals want romantic relationships. They feel romantic love. They want companionship. They just don’t want the sex.

Aromantic people—whether sexual or asexual—still have emotions and a desire to connect to others. They value relationships. They want and need and enjoy friendship and family. Many of them want to have a life partner or partners. They just don’t feel romantic love or attraction. Romantic love is not the only form of love that exists. Therefore, aromantic people still love. 

Some sexual people are aromantic too.

Being aromantic doesn’t make you a sociopath, anti-social, heartless, misanthropic, or cool with being forever alone.

Being aromantic does not solve all your problems.

Being asexual does not solve all your problems.

Some asexual people have sex. Some don’t.

Some asexual people feel neutral about participating in sex. Some feel repulsed by the idea.

Asexual people who have sex make that choice for any number of reasons: they’re curious, they’re romantically involved with someone sexual, or maybe they like it.

Asexual people can like sex for what it is: a physically pleasurable activity. Our bodies are usually fully functional. We can get aroused in the right circumstances. We can orgasm. What we lack is the attraction to people, which motivates you to actively seek out sexual partners.

Asexuality is not celibacy or abstinence. If you choose not to have sex because of religious reasons, personal reasons, health reasons, or whatever, but you still experience sexual attraction to others, you are celibate. You cannot choose to be asexual. Asexuality is an orientation. You are or you aren’t.

Being asexual is not the equivalent of never dating anyone.

Many asexuals and aromantics like nongenital physical affection. We like hugs, we like cuddles, we like holding hands, we like back rubs, we like kisses to varying degrees, etc.

Some don’t.

Just in case you’ve already forgotten: asexual men exist.

Some asexuals are polyamorous. Some are monogamous. Some don’t give a shit and just do their relationships however the hell they want.

Some asexuals are willing to date sexual people and let their sexual partners have sex outside the relationship. Some asexuals are not okay with this. If you want to know about a particular asexual’s feelings on the matter, ask.

Some asexuals like snogging. Some really, really don’t. Yes, there are romantic asexuals who don’t like kissing with tongue; they’re still romantic. If you want to know about a particular asexual’s feelings on this matter, ask.

Some asexuals have a history of sexual abuse. They can still be legitimately asexual.

Some asexuals struggle with mental illness, physical disability, mental disability, or disease. They can still be legitimately asexual.

And even if someone identifying as asexual is only circumstantially asexual based on one of the aforementioned conditions, they still have the right to use the identity if it suits them, as long as it suits them. It is not your business WHY they are what they are or why they’re using this particular identity.

Some people in the asexual community are demisexual. This means they experience only secondary sexual attraction, as a result of romantic or emotional connection with a particular individual or individuals. They never feel sexual desire for strangers, celebrities, or people they don’t know well/aren’t comfortable around/etc. This is the way they are and have always been and always will be.

Some people in the asexual community are grey-asexuals. They’re somewhere in between totally asexual and totally sexual.

For the most part, the asexual community does not care about other people’s sex lives. As long as we aren’t involved, your sex life doesn’t matter to us.

Asexuals can still find people aesthetically attractive. Just because we find someone pleasing to our eye does not mean we want that person touching our genitals. Just because we don’t want anyone touching our gentitals does not mean we’re blind.

You cannot cure us with sex. It doesn’t matter how good you are at sex. It doesn’t matter how good you are as a person. It doesn’t matter how much you love us. It doesn’t matter how much we love you. It doesn’t matter if we enjoy sex. It doesn’t matter if we orgasm when we have sex. It doesn’t matter if we consent to it. We are asexual. We do not experience sexual attraction to anybody, and there is nothing you can do about it. Period.

Asexuality is not about the sexual act. It is about sexual attraction.

You cannot cure aromantic people by attempting to romance them or trying to  persuade them that romance is the pinnacle of human experience. First of all, it’s not. Second of all, aromantic people were born the way they are. You can’t choose to be aromantic. Aromantic people can’t choose to feel romantic attraction. It is what it is.

Mixed orientation sexuals exist. These are people whose romantic and sexual orientations differ from each other. There is nothing wrong or weird about this. All it means is you have an extra complexity in your romantic/sexual/emotional life.

Those of us who are asexual or aromantic are not looking to be fixed. We aren’t broken. We’re different. We don’t need your pity. We don’t need you to show us the light. We need you to respect us or get the fuck out.

And one more time: asexual men exist.

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Thanks for your attention.

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2 years ago
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To Sexual People who Think Being Asexual is the Solution to Relationship Angst:

outlawroad:

(I’m posting this separately; it’s from a reblog I commented on.)

Being asexual isn’t the equivalent of being aromantic or celibate. Sure, some asexuals are also aromantic and some asexuals are celibate. But not all of us. I, for one, am romantic and celibate. Which means that if I were willing to put myself out there to form romantic relationships with sexual people (which I’m not), I’d have to constantly put up with The Sex Issue. Because I will never agree to do anything sexual of any kind. And let’s face it, most sexual people in the world expect sex in a monogamous romantic relationship. I don’t fault them for it, but obviously, I’m not compatible with any of those people, enough to warrant becoming emotionally/romantically entangled.

I want an asexual man for a romantic life partner. Which narrows my choices down to the 1 percent of humanity that’s asexual, then further narrows it to the percentage of asexuals who are male, then further narrows it to the percentage of asexuals males who are heteromantic, and of that pool—which is scattered all over the place—one of them’s gotta be a match to ME, the person, not just me the asexual.

Oh, yeah, and asexuals don’t exactly go around wearing t-shirts every day identifying themselves as asexual. So I have no way of knowing who is and who isn’t, in real life, unless I meet somebody formally and end up having a conversation about sexual orientation. I live my life assuming everybody around me is sexual until proven otherwise, so as far as finding a romantic match, it’s not like I look at all males as possibilities from which to make a selection. Because most of them are automatically disqualified for being sexual. And without resorting to the internet, I’m left to meet asexual men by chance—and not just meet them but actually discover they’re asexual. Some of them may not know they are, some of them may want to keep it a secret, and like I said before, not all asexual males are looking to be romantically involved with a female-bodied person or at all.

Fortunately, I’ve reached a place in my life where I’ve stopped caring if I’m romantically unattached for the rest of my life, but there was a time where I was making myself sick with depression. Despair I can’t describe to you. Totally suicidal. Mostly because I realized that being asexual in this sex-obsessed culture means, among other shit, getting left in the dust of your sexual friends’ wedding parades, in addition to the whole Romantic Relationship situation I’ve just described, and at 18 years old (I’m 21 now), the thought of spending the rest of my life alone, unloved, without physical affection, and without anyone who understands me, chooses to stay with me, etc…. Well, it didn’t look really fuckin appealing, frankly.

During those misery times, I often thought: “You know, if only I were sexual just like everybody else, I wouldn’t have anything to worry about. I’d at least have a pretty good shot. I could date like everybody else and probably get married and blah blah blah.”

Granted, now, as a self-loving and self-confident person in touch with who I really am, I would never in a million fuckin years want to be like everybody else, am anti-marriage, think conventional dating’s stupid, etc.

But my point is, being asexual is not some magical antidote to relationship angst. In fact, it’s a pretty valid reason FOR relationship angst. (Not that I’m recommending it to my fellow aces, by the way.)

Even aromantic people often want some kind of life partner, though not romantic. Imagine what it must feel like to be in THAT position, in this society.

Pretty much, the only way to be forever free of relationship-related angst is to be something akin to a sociopath. Which might be fun, but it’s not something any of us can choose.

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2 years ago
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